[Cas saying he'd choose them again brings a small smile to his lips.]
Thanks, Cas. And we have. I'm... glad it was you that was sent. You know... for me.
[He can't stop a small amount of panic settle in at Cas's last offer. Without alcohol... How will he sleep? How will he cope? all of the bad shit rattling around in his head, everything bad, the alcohol keeps it quiet. Easier to deal with. Numbs it.]No, you can't. I need it. [It's bad enough that he actually used the word need, without the small pleading tone that crept it's way in there.]
..Is it bad I want him to do that to make Dean go through withdrawls? XD
Thanks, Cas. And we have. I'm... glad it was you that was sent. You know... for me.
[He can't stop a small amount of panic settle in at Cas's last offer. Without alcohol... How will he sleep? How will he cope? all of the bad shit rattling around in his head, everything bad, the alcohol keeps it quiet. Easier to deal with. Numbs it.]No, you can't. I need it. [It's bad enough that he actually used the word need, without the small pleading tone that crept it's way in there.]